Recalling what I've done (lately)

Working in reverse...

I stopped by to hi to Laura the other day, just cause I haven't seen her in a little while. That was cool, this lady in line started inserting herself into our conversation in funny ways. We started talking about hanging out after she got off work but that didn't happen. Maybe next week, I'll think of something, a get together of sorts.

I've worked my ass off the last few days making sure to get this video done for this web page I was supposed to change, and still Forrest isn't happy with it. It's very frustrating compressing and editing HD video that's not supposed to be editable. That's right, I talked to my video buds at work and they told me the video that comes from my Sony T500 isn't meant to ever be edited, and most of all not by the likes of someone like me (Jeff said he wouldn't even try).

I saw Tara about a week ago. She's told me she's been sort of anti-social as of late. I think I need to try to find some time we can hang out, maybe do a photoshoot together or something. But soon she'll be visiting Cali again so I'll wait till she comes back.

I've had a strange epiphany of sorts. I wasn't really thinking about anything when the idea popped into my head, "how old am I?" Seems silly I know, but the answer was the reason for the question. See, I'm 22, almost 23, and I'm a worthless nobody... I mean really now. I'm at the prime age where I should be active and responsible and taking chances trying to pave my way through life. Yet I've been working these minimum wage jobs and spending money on all sorts of stupid shit like I'm made of money. I don't go anywhere or do much of anything and as a result I feel loserish. I'm not saying "this is the new me" like I'm going to change overnight, but things have to change. I can't stay like this, I won't.

Bye now. More later.