What's the point?

Id wear it and I know that I should.

It doesnt fit quite right but thats not the point.



If I wore it then Id see her.

I do want to see her.

But thats not the point either.



She thinks lowly of me and it hurts me to know this.

I could change it if I saw her.

But thats not the point.



If I changed her mind then she might like me.

If she liked me I wouldnt hurt anymore.

Thats also not the point.



I could make the pain stop.

I dont want to hurt like this anymore.

It doesnt matter what I want.



If it doesnt matter what I want,

Then it doesnt matter that I want her.

Thats the point.

Towards what likes and hates

1) So I figured out why Ashley freaked when I said hello, she doesn' remember me. So I basically came off as some "retard" who may or may not be on his meds.

2) DQ sucks, not the food, not the ice cream, not even the job, but the people I have to work with. I swear last night I might as well have been the manager. Today I'm going to ask Viccy to show me which light switches do what, and if Filiepe' ends up being my manager again, I'm going to tell him togive me the keys, and the code to set the alarm, and go the fuck home.

3) I'm bored, anyone else got friday off? I'm going to go see Pirates of the Carribbian... I think that's how you spell that.