So, we all have only moments to live. The point I've found now, is to stop focusing what I believe based on love. It's not there, but it is. It's like the icing on the cake, I have to first build a foundation. How I do that? I have no idea. All I know is I need to focus on me, show myself how to live for myself before I start thinking about how to live for someone else.
Plans, well those are simply crazy and out there. I believe I could be doing better if I lived with my mother. But at the same time I'm not sure that could work. So, avoiding that question, what else to change? Should be that I study often, take more time to just do something if there isn't really time the next day. Should I help others as much? Probably not.
Study? So, I need to study computers more, but not entirely just computers. Perhaps electronics, maybe I should check into an electrician internship. I know there's a term for it but I can't think of it right now. That would give me a good pay and introduce me to electricity and calculus at the same time. Another area I need to study again, math. I haven't even really vaguely been working with math since I started at Jan's. What a joke that job has become.
Money, I need to sell a few things that I no longer use, the dead camera for one. My unused Guild Wars account would be great to rid myself of. I also need a better job, again the electrician idea would cover me. Perhaps I should see what kind of demand there is for an electrician before I just sign up though. I think I will.
Technical notes:
If a device could control atomic particles, than it could reverse them. Power could come from anything, everything moving is exerting energy, that energy can be used to power such a device, and in reversing the direction in which an object is moving in turn would create an equal exertion of energy to continue powering the device until the desired point of origin was accomplished. Finding the mathematical equations to calculate the movement of objects at the atomic level could be tricky.
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