In yesterday...

Troubled spaces,
Fortified lines.
Aerodynamic traces,
Find yourself in lost time.

Need be in another place,
Show it clearly in another way.
For if you can when the race,
No prize for you either way you pay.

Creative mind fog,
Bog down the brain.
Train thoughts to not escape,
Shape a new reality.

Childish feelings fade,
Tears not of joy make waves.
Monstrous hate flows through veins,
Laughter dies in a terrible way.

Darkness comes bringing fear,
It won't take me but rather leave me here.
Staring into the black of night,
Feverish rage overcomes me now.

Swinging wildly at the air,
Forever passes as if I care.
Sitting down to rest myself,
I've now lost the fight.

I lay down on the cold ground and fade into the night.
When morning comes there's nothing of me to be found.
The people cry and look for me all around.
Truth is it doesn't matter either way.
They wouldn't care anymore even if I was found.
Considering the moment a little longer I decide it's time to stop thinking as well.