Sunday, February 5, 2006

wasting away

Everything's falling apart now, none of it will stay. Not sure what I did to make this happen, not that it matters anyway. My thoughts are all broke and my words relay my thoughts so well as I choke. I haven't the slightest hope and now I'm broke. I've lost almost all that I had and no one could help me now, not that I'd care, I'm too sad. Depressed is an understatement as my dreams become more distant. I wish not to experience these things, I don't want to be here.

I will move on, that much is clear, but a different man will come of this, and he won't be so foolish. His heart will be cold and hardened to the love that might linger so close to him, and though he may seem to return a love, he will be truly reluctant to share love with another. The world is simply not trustworthy for such free enterprise.

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